Talking to my Alter Ego...

Me: Why are some dayz bad and some good?
Antara: Stop cribbing now!!! You always cry…. Just because you didn’t like the way some conversation ended last night…rather morning…You didn’t allow me to sleep also, and just because your vehicle ran out of fuel you are crying?
Me:: But Antara, whom should I ask other than you? My ego is too large… I can’t ask nobody….
Antara: What do you want me to do?
Me:: Give me some answers…
Antara: The problem with you my dear is that you have selective memory. Lately you have been remembering only bad things and nothing pleasant. Why do want the answers? I mean No Day is good or Bad… Its just how you react to situations. You have been reacting very badly now a dayz…
Me:: What can I do… Everything is going haywire!!
Antara:: See sweetheart… Just think about it… Is it really that bad? Is it justified you hurting yourself for things not under your control?
Me:: But I am not hurting myself…..
Antara:: I haven’t slept for almost months now… You are always talking about something that is not worth giving the amount of thought you give it… I have tried consoling you so many times… but you have taken help of some things… I can’t mention it also…
Me:: I know Antara, I have been treating you rather badly.
Antara:: Stop cribbing again my dear. Who knows you better than me? Your affection for yourself and thus me has reduced. Once that is back… You will be back my dear…
Me:: But it is possible?
Antara:: Impossible was never in your dictionary! Get back to being what you are… The Narcissist… My Lover!!! My Worshipper!
Me:: I am trying and I need your help… You are all that I have…
Antara:: I am alive only because of you and I cease to exist the day you stop being what you are!!!
Me:: I Love you!!! Let’s start our Love Story again!!!

P.S. Antara is the person whom I talk to when I am down. My Inner Self with whom I have lost touch, and am trying to re-establish the connection!!!